been a while not much has changed....

how crazy that i stumbled across this blog i started feb 2010.well here it is nov.2011 whats changed is that my children are a few years older but seem to have become some very interesting characters . my oldest son still is into cars aswell as my husband the 2 of them are more alike than they would wish to admit or agree upon.they completly do not get along.and that started with my son having a voice and not getting when to use it around his dad or develop a knowingness of boundry lines. and it really went to a realationship caught in a downward spiral when he rejected that Mustang my husband never got over that and the most hurtful to andrew was when his dad refused to attend his highschool graduation .at that point in time it became probally one of the sadest things i ever saw and must witness .i just dont get it and never will . the result in andrews life is so disturbnig to him that he has very little peace in his heart. It is my greatest wish that hewill be able to move forward and find for himself a place where people love and forgive and are peace loving.